so many thing to say

yet nothing comes to mind

i want to cry

theres a fire inside

i cant let it out

i have to smother it deep inside

and wait for you to find something you like with me

i know you dont want love but i do

so what if i get hurt i want to let you in

and i want you to want me

hold me close show me you care

kiss my lips

and run your fingers through my hair

i want something real

i dont just want sex i want feeling and needs

i keep wanting to cry but no tears will i let come to my eyes

i wish you knew how i felt but i dont think you would feel the same way

words cant even begin to exsplain

i sit here day by day waiting for you to come my way

a tear falls down my face

knowing i cant hold you in my arm

knowing im not the one that make you smile

but all that does not mater at all

for you are happy where you are

even though its not with me

i can see you are where you want to be

so i sit and wait misserablely

holding on to something that i geuss is not ment for me

what am i doing wrong

can you see that im not happy

but you are

thats all that counts

so go on live free

and forget about me

you know how hard it if for me not you cry

i think of you all the time

then i think of how it might be with out you by my side

and that bring tears to my eyes

it might be bad that i have these feeling for you

but understand i love you

i feel as if im doing things all wrong

i dont want to loose you

what cant i do for you

do you need some space? am i annoying you?

tell me please

i need to know if i can help you

i love you

i will never leave you

I cant get you out of my head

i want to be with you till you are dead

you the only thing on my mind

and you are all mine

you are deep in my heart

 i love you so much

i never wanna let go

i wanna be beside you for ever

dose it show?

you have brighten up my day

broght a smile to my face

showed me you cared

will all this last

or will it pass

i hope it lasts

its feeling is hard to exsplain

i dont think its any kind of pain

i dont want no pain

i have feeling i dont have to worry

i want somthing real

not somthing that just waists my time

and i have a feeling what we have can be real